Wednesday, November 2, 2011

When I saw it, i feel like i'm the most worthless, hopeless, trying hard, and the most stupid thing ever made in this entire planet...

Sunday, October 30, 2011

30 Day Photo Challenege

30 Day Photo Challenge
(from Facebook)

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
1. I love to eat! My dad says I eat like a real man.hahaha
2. I love to try extreme sports! (maybe drag racing? i want to try thissss!!)
3. I play guitar
4. I play drums and beat box
5. I can play the piano
6. I don't have the degree of skill for playing numbers 3, 4, and 5 :))
7. I play football
8. I was a member of the school chorale during high school
9. (related to #8) i experienced singing A Capella pieces from soprano 1 to alto 2
11. I love to scare kids (especially when they don't like me...haha!) >:)
12. I love to bake pastries and cook pasta dishes :)
13. I HATE tarantulas and other creatures with 8 legs or more :))
14. When I was younger, I hate spiders :))
15. I love to stare at nowhere :))))

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.
I just had a hard time thinking about this! :))
I thought of the word "you have been close with for the longest" and it fits her!
Sisterly looove <3 haha!-haha! even though we argue a lot, I am still close to her :)

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite movie.
I am thinking if I would post "A Cinderella Story" (Hillary Duff and Chad Michael Murray) or this one... I really really love the story! This movie didn't fail my eyes from shedding tears. :((

*I found this movie because of Colin Egglesfield! He starred from the movie "Carnal Innocence" which was written by Nora Roberts. (I'm glad I found this book on the internet during summer break! Good thing boredom has its own benefits too.haha!)

Day 04 - A picture of your favorite night.

These photos were taken at Area 05 Superclub in Tomas Morato during the "Glamorous" party held by the Junior Economics Society (JPES).

Switching Places

sometimes, the youngest needs to act like the oldest. :/

Friday, October 28, 2011

Early Christmas Wishlist :))

Something Borrowed by Emily Giffin
 Even though I watched the movie first, I still wanted to read this book! :)

Something Blue by Emily Giffin
I wanted to know more about Darcy(this book goes after Something Borrowed)!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Oatmeal Cookies :)

wee! it's my first time to bake some cookies :D
I got the recipe from Joy of Baking
The videos on this site can help a lot when you're on the baking process. I swear!

1 cup (110 grams) walnuts or pecans, toasted & chopped
3/4 cup (170 grams) unsalted butter, room temperature
1 cup (210 grams) packed light brown sugar
1 large egg
1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
3/4 cup (105 grams) all purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
3 cups (260 grams) old-fashioned rolled oats (old-fashioned = more chewy!)
1 cup dried cranberries, cherries, or raisins or 1 cup white or dark chocolate chips(optional)
(i used semi-sweet chocolate chips for this recipe)

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (177 degrees C) and line two baking sheets with parchment paper. (Make sure your are looking at the right temperature!)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I knew I never wasted my love for you
I know that it made me better;
better than who I am before the day the we met
You made my life worth living even just for a while.

You made me real,
You made me write this for you
I know I don't want anyone else,
I don't know when will I totally get over your spell
'cause I still want you badly here by my side
despite the stabs and blows that you've made to this pathetic girl.

You made me feel special,
Like a child having his new toy airplane;
He handled it with so much care for the first time;
He doesn't want anybody to touch it;
but he desperately wants to brag the whole world what he's got.

I still keep your letters,
It says you love me,
that you wanted spend another time with me.
But then a word followed it;
that we can't be together
Another letter says that you own me,
It made my heart jump and scream
I wanted to tell you that the feeling is mutual;
but there were many buts, and i can't think clearly.

Now I find myself looking for someone like you
To sweep off my feet,
To make me feel the same way that I felt about you.
Why is it always you?
Now I am wondering if I ever crossed your mind?

Monday, July 4, 2011


Yeah "Paranoid", I really do hate this feeling right now. But I hope that those things running right through this highly implausible mind was just a mere product of my head.

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened today and what had happened for the past few days. I just want to describe it in one simple word: "FAILURE" or the so-called "EPIC FAIL". Right at this very moment, I've been relating myself to this song of the band Simple Plan, "Welcome To My Life". You've probably heard this a long time ago but it's clearly singing right in my mind. The lyrics were crystal clear and every lines in this song describes my feeling today.

(you can sing with me if you want to)

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud 
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Sunday, April 24, 2011

10,000,000 signatures for Palawan

Palawan is a narrow archipelago located at the Western border of the Philippines (MIMAROPA region).  It is known as the largest province in the country if you would consider the area of jurisdiction.

The island is surrounded by the Sulu Sea and South China Sea. Therefore, this province is rich in aquatic resources. The island is known for its white sand beaches and clear seawaters that is good for diving spots and snorkeling. It is also known for its numerous bays and coves.

Here are some notable tourist destinations that we can find in Palawan:
Ursula Island
Calauit Game Preserve and Wildlife Sanctuary

Malampaya Sound Land and Seascape Protected Area
El Nido Marine Reserve Park

Coron Reefs, Coron Bay, Busuanga

Puerto-Princesa Subterranean River National Park (UNESCO World Heritage Site)

Tubbataha Reef Marine Park (UNESCO World Heritage Site)

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Jan-Jan Issue

I saw these video clips on Youtube:

Ikaw ba sa tingin mo, insabuso si Jan-jan?

Kailan pa 'to? March 12, 2011?

Ang tagal na rin pala. Nakakaumay na sa tuwing pinapalabas sa tv namin yung balita tungkol sa "child-abuse" umano ni Willie kay Jan-jan. Ano ba talagang nangyari?

Kung papanoorin mong mabuti yung video, kitang-kita naman na yun talaga yung talent na ipapakita ng bata dun sa talent portion ng segment ni Willie, yung macho dancing. Para sakin, obvious naman na voluntary yung ginawa ni Jan-jan. Ewan ko ba kung bakit pinapatulan nila yung ganitong isyu. Nakikita ko rin sa video na yung tita ng bata, hindi nagulat, ibig sabihin, alam niya na yun talaga yung talent na ipapakita ni Jan-jan, natutuwa pa nga eh. Tapos yung audience, kitang-kita naman na natutuwa rin sila habang pinapanood nila yung bata na sumasayaw. Alin dun sa tingin mo yung parte na inaapi yung bata?

Macho danching tapos ginagawa pa ng bata? Mga hindi open-minded ang tingin ko sa kanila kung iisipin nila na masama ito.Siguro sasabihin ng mga taong yun, hindi nabantayan nang mabuti ng mga magulang o kaya naman napabayaan ng magulang yung bata kasi nga naman maduming sayaw yung ginagawa.Hindi naman naghubad yung bata habang sumasayaw, nakabihis naman siya nang maayos, wala naman akong nakikitang problema. Tignan niyo yung ibang tv networks, tignan niyo kung paano manamit yung iba nilang dancers.

Umiiyak daw si Jan-jan habang sumasayaw. Ang sabi nila, pinilit daw siyang sumayaw ng macho dance, etc.
Ang tanong, alam ba ng inosenteng si Jan-jan na masama o kay anaman ang pangit makita ang bata na sumasayaw ang macho dance? Panoorin mo nga ulit yung video, nung nagpapasalamat si Jan-jan sa tita niya pati sa tatay niya, dun na siya nagsimulang maging emotional, tinanong pa nga ni Willie: "bat' ka naiiyak?"

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Monday, April 11, 2011

Save the Sled Dog: Reform British Columbia's Anti-Cruelty to Animals Law

I found this on Ian Somerhalder's twitter:
he created a petition on

  According to him,

"As a people, we can't accept this type of senseless killing ... These animals were brutally murdered and the individuals responsible should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law. Period."
He said this when he knew about the brutal killing of the sled dogs in British Columbia. (for the article, click HERE)

so i signed :)

Friday, April 1, 2011

A nightshift

An 8-hour night shift in a fast food chain makes me feel bored and uncomfortable, especially for a person who loves the sun and likes the noise of the city with people rushing through the train station to get to their work on time

Staring at the blank tables, looking through the glass window with empty parking lots and the deafening silence makes the place more uncomfortable; one crew was moping the floor, the other one was checking the inventory, and the three of us in the counter, the two are hooked on their cellular phones to check on their facebook account while there are no customers approaching the counter, thanks to the free Wi-Fi service.

Since my phone doesn’t appear to have any means to internet connection, I decided to update my messages on my inbox. It was a long time since I read my text messages on my phone.

I was looking through my old text messages to delete some texts. Then suddenly, I found this:

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

March 21, 2011

we may lose something, but we can gain something BETTER :)
five more days.

and i am hoping
that things would get back to normal...

 but we have to

Saturday, March 26, 2011

March 26, 2011

one of my favorite lines of one of my favorite bands:

"It is in you, to carry on
It is in you, to find your way home..."

i wish

Monday, March 21, 2011

they say too much self-expression is BAD

so i'll just leave this quote on this post:

"The best thing to do under the circumstances, I have found out, is to pretend not to hear, and to let the other person find out his mistake without help"
- Julia Salas, Dead Stars

Thursday, March 17, 2011

LSS: Wait for You - Elliot Yamin

Cast of Friends!

Yung totoo, hindi ako nanonood niyan(si kuya lang) haha!
Kanina kasi bago ako pumasok ng ust, nag-play yung song na Wait for You ni Elliot Yamin...
grabe! ang ganda ganda talaga ng intro nun (yan yung isa sa mga kanta kung bakit ako na-inspire matuto tumugtog ng keyboard eh)

ayun, ang dami dami ko lang naalala...
sobrang dami kong na-miss..lalu na sa mga kaibigan..
palagi na lang akala natin andiyan sila, kasama natin sila hanggang sa tumanda tayo (parang yung sa friends nga lang)

yan oh, naka-ilang season na sila, SILA-SILA pa rin yung magkakaibigan(kahit sino pang mag-special guest sa tv series nila).haha!
siyempre naman, palabas nga lang naman yan, hindi o madalang na magkatotoo na may mga ganyang magkakaibigan/magkakabarkada...

nakaka-miss kasi yung mga bonding eh,
yung tipo na sobrang ligalig niyong lahat, yung ngalangala ng kasama mo nakikita mo na, pati yung TONSIL.haha! :)

etong picture hindi 'to kasama sa friends :))

paulit-ulit yung lyrics na:

First Blood Donation :)

March 10, 2011

first time kong mag-donate ng dugo!
after finance, direstso agad ako sa station para mag-donate.haha!
kasama ko si ianah mag-donate dito eh..ahihi :D

ayun, ang sarap ng

Monday, March 14, 2011

ano kayang mas matimbang? yung manghihinayang ka o yung magisisi ka sa isang bagay? haha :))

*feel free to defend your answers.haha! :D

Sunday, March 13, 2011


these are the things i want to do this coming summer vacation! :)

wakeboarding lessons @ camarines sur :)
(mahal nga lang.haha)

learn how to use the surfboard >:)
kahit saan...pero gusto kong mag-lessons sa Club Manila East :)


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

what would you choose? your own DECISION or the usual TRADITION? :)

uulitin ko lang yung stat ko sa FB dati:

what would you choose? your own DECISION or the usual TRADITION? :)

yung iba kasi, iiwanan nila yung mahahalagang bagay sa kanila para sa iisang bagay na pinahahalagahan nila:

Sunday, February 6, 2011

ano kayang feeling?

ano kayang feeling ng isang college student sa US?
may nakita kasi akong pictures ng schoolmate ko nung high school sa Cal State San Bernardino...

ayun, napaisip ako, ano kayang feeling?
tinignan ko kasi sa google maps kung nasaan yun.tapos nakita ko, kahit pala nasa California yun na malapit na sa dagat, ang layo pa rin nung university na yun...ibig sabihin, ang laki laki pala ng amerika! :D

hinanap ko rin kung nasaan nakatira yung mga kamag-anak namin sa US, nakita ko malapit pala sila sa Beach.wala lang! :D ang sarap siguro nun

ang layo din pala sa kanila ng Beverly Hills, gusto ko rin makapunta dun! :)

ang sarap sarap tuloy mag-explore sa iba't-ibang bansa! tignan mo oh, 18 years na akong nabubuhay dito sa PIlipinas, yung pinakamalayo ko nang napuntahan eh hanggang Boracay lang...

tapos nag-search pa ako ng iba't iba pang mga universities. marami akong nakita, pero yugn tinignan ko, yung mga private universities (wala lang, ewan ko rin kung bakit, pero na-curious din ako, kasi gusto kong malaman kung ano ano ba yung parang mga Ateneo, UP, La Salle, UST, etc. nila doon, kumbaga yung may mga high standards) :D

eto yung mg nakita ko(based on

Harvard University (
Princeton University (
Yale University (
California Institute of Technology (
Massachusetts Institute of Technology (
University of Chicago (uchicago.ecu)
Duke University (
University of Pennsylvania (
Columbia University (
Cornell University (
Dartmouth College (

siyempre tinignan ko agad yung princeton :) [kasi yan yung gustong puntahan ni Sam na university sa Cinderella Story,haha!]

tapos nakita ko yung map ng Princeton(sa NJ pala to)..ang laki laki laki laki lang!!! :D
kung ikukupara mo sa UST at UP, walang wala! :))
naiimagine ko yung sarili ko na nag-aaral ako dun, grabe! ang laki talaga, ang daming field, ang daming

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

sa wakas may spikes na ako! :))

sige ako na masaya kasi may spikes na ako! :))
ang tagal ko na rin kasing gustong bumili eh, minamalas lang talaga ako :))
kung hindi mahal, sobrang laki ng size o kaya naman walang size para