Monday, July 4, 2011


Yeah "Paranoid", I really do hate this feeling right now. But I hope that those things running right through this highly implausible mind was just a mere product of my head.

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened today and what had happened for the past few days. I just want to describe it in one simple word: "FAILURE" or the so-called "EPIC FAIL". Right at this very moment, I've been relating myself to this song of the band Simple Plan, "Welcome To My Life". You've probably heard this a long time ago but it's clearly singing right in my mind. The lyrics were crystal clear and every lines in this song describes my feeling today.

(you can sing with me if you want to)

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud 
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?