First psychotherapy session

I need to distance myself from the trigger

No more bargaining 

There's still hope, but I need to heal myself muna.

Journaling and talking to someone that you feel safe will help.

Sana talaga makatulong.

Concerns about getting married ASAP:

-social pressure (including family)

-biological clock

-image 

NEED TO SET BOUNDARIES.

If may ginawang betrayal ulit, please. NO MORE.

Trust is really hard to gain once destroyed.

I got destroyed multiple times. Not just one, not twice, not thrice, pero I was still there. All the ups and downs. 

If papayag ako, consciously or unconsciously, iisipin niya na AH OKLANG PALA ULITIN.

9 years walang mintis

Sa loob ng 9 na taon, lahat yun may babae.

Nagsisisi ka man lang ba nung naghiwalay tayo?

Malamang hindi. 2017, very  proud ka pa magsabi na mag ex na tayo. 

Samantalang di ko ma imagine na ganun yung itatawag ko sa'yo.

Goal mo ba ma try lahat?

2020. Kahit tayo pa, sasabihan mo na SINGLE KA. IN FRONT OF YOUR LIVE STREAM.

Magaling.

Pero tangina. Patayin mo na lang ako.