I knew I never wasted my love for you
I know that it made me better;
better than who I am before the day the we met
You made my life worth living even just for a while.

You made me real,
You made me write this for you
I know I don't want anyone else,
I don't know when will I totally get over your spell
'cause I still want you badly here by my side
despite the stabs and blows that you've made to this pathetic girl.

You made me feel special,
Like a child having his new toy airplane;
He handled it with so much care for the first time;
He doesn't want anybody to touch it;
but he desperately wants to brag the whole world what he's got.

I still keep your letters,
It says you love me,
that you wanted spend another time with me.
But then a word followed it;
that we can't be together
Another letter says that you own me,
It made my heart jump and scream
I wanted to tell you that the feeling is mutual;
but there were many buts, and i can't think clearly.

Now I find myself looking for someone like you
To sweep off my feet,
To make me feel the same way that I felt about you.
Why is it always you?
Now I am wondering if I ever crossed your mind?

Paranoid.

Yeah "Paranoid", I really do hate this feeling right now. But I hope that those things running right through this highly implausible mind was just a mere product of my head.

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened today and what had happened for the past few days. I just want to describe it in one simple word: "FAILURE" or the so-called "EPIC FAIL". Right at this very moment, I've been relating myself to this song of the band Simple Plan, "Welcome To My Life". You've probably heard this a long time ago but it's clearly singing right in my mind. The lyrics were crystal clear and every lines in this song describes my feeling today.

(you can sing with me if you want to)


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud 
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

10,000,000 signatures for Palawan

Palawan is a narrow archipelago located at the Western border of the Philippines (MIMAROPA region).  It is known as the largest province in the country if you would consider the area of jurisdiction.

The island is surrounded by the Sulu Sea and South China Sea. Therefore, this province is rich in aquatic resources. The island is known for its white sand beaches and clear seawaters that is good for diving spots and snorkeling. It is also known for its numerous bays and coves.

Here are some notable tourist destinations that we can find in Palawan:

Ursula Island

Calauit Game Preserve and Wildlife Sanctuary

Malampaya Sound Land and Seascape Protected Area

El Nido Marine Reserve Park

Coron Reefs, Coron Bay, Busuanga

Puerto-Princesa Subterranean River National Park (UNESCO World Heritage Site)

Tubbataha Reef Marine Park (UNESCO World Heritage Site)

Jan-Jan Issue

I saw these video clips on Youtube:

Ikaw ba sa tingin mo, insabuso si Jan-jan?

Kailan pa 'to? March 12, 2011?

Ang tagal na rin pala. Nakakaumay na sa tuwing pinapalabas sa tv namin yung balita tungkol sa "child-abuse" umano ni Willie kay Jan-jan. Ano ba talagang nangyari?

Kung papanoorin mong mabuti yung video, kitang-kita naman na yun talaga yung talent na ipapakita ng bata dun sa talent portion ng segment ni Willie, yung macho dancing. Para sakin, obvious naman na voluntary yung ginawa ni Jan-jan. Ewan ko ba kung bakit pinapatulan nila yung ganitong isyu. Nakikita ko rin sa video na yung tita ng bata, hindi nagulat, ibig sabihin, alam niya na yun talaga yung talent na ipapakita ni Jan-jan, natutuwa pa nga eh. Tapos yung audience, kitang-kita naman na natutuwa rin sila habang pinapanood nila yung bata na sumasayaw. Alin dun sa tingin mo yung parte na inaapi yung bata?

Macho danching tapos ginagawa pa ng bata? Mga hindi open-minded ang tingin ko sa kanila kung iisipin nila na masama ito.Siguro sasabihin ng mga taong yun, hindi nabantayan nang mabuti ng mga magulang o kaya naman napabayaan ng magulang yung bata kasi nga naman maduming sayaw yung ginagawa.Hindi naman naghubad yung bata habang sumasayaw, nakabihis naman siya nang maayos, wala naman akong nakikitang problema. Tignan niyo yung ibang tv networks, tignan niyo kung paano manamit yung iba nilang dancers.

Umiiyak daw si Jan-jan habang sumasayaw. Ang sabi nila, pinilit daw siyang sumayaw ng macho dance, etc.
Ang tanong, alam ba ng inosenteng si Jan-jan na masama o kay anaman ang pangit makita ang bata na sumasayaw ang macho dance? Panoorin mo nga ulit yung video, nung nagpapasalamat si Jan-jan sa tita niya pati sa tatay niya, dun na siya nagsimulang maging emotional, tinanong pa nga ni Willie: "bat' ka naiiyak?"

FAIL :|

I'm a loser
And I'm such a big failure.

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