have you ever felt like you're being laughed and being back stabbed?
being notorious for the acts that you thought would make them laugh,
that would make them...love you
and will make your character tangle up with them
i'm losing all of my energy
i don't know what i should do,
or what i should feel
is this how it's supposed to be?
it's penetrating through my nerves now,
will you believe me?
i'm so fed up and tired of this,
i don't know if i should do something
or to BE MYSELF...until the end.